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June 2013

10 posts

The Recipe - Bonus Track Kendrick Lamar
Jun 14, 2013
#music #spotify
fucking kingdom hearts 3. BITCH.
Jun 13, 20133 notes
#that is all #drops mic #kingdom hearts three #kingdom hearts
in response to the "nigga" meme: The funny thing about the Kanye/Taylor Swift incident  → fuckyeahcracker.tumblr.com

dance-tunes-to-fail-to:

fuckyeahcracker:

nintendo-kid:

detectivealchemist:

is that nobody said he was wrong about what he said cause he was right Beyonce’s Single ladies video is huge in pop culture I bet you cant even remember the video Taylor Swift won the award for

Um…

Beyonce’s video won video of the fucking year, which trumped Taylor Swift anyway. Also, Beyonce ripped that dance off… like she has done in the past.

They both ain’t shit

Jun 13, 20131,640 notes
um.. why do we have conversations at all?
  • Jonathan: Ay gurl. Wen u gon letta nigga beat? shit shawty a nigga tryna get his dick wet and u tryna act like u aint a wet bitch. u betta jump on this dick!
  • Jonathan: Or something like that.
  • Me: nigga you ain't eva gonna get this, so you need to stop ackin like you somebody when you ain't shit okay
  • Jonathan: dam hoe. y u gotta put a nigga down. shit ill jus fuck ya friends instead.
  • Me: fuck my friends then, they all hoes anyway. all they wan is a nut so you still ain't nobody plus they all burnin
  • Jonathan: SCORE. I'm going to ravage them. You still tight wit that phat ass white hoe?
  • Jonathan: Oops. I lost it at the beginning, lol.
Jun 13, 20132 notes
#reasons i love him #for real #best friend status
recently someone told me that i say too much.

guess that means it’s time for me to shut the fuck up. lol

Jun 12, 2013

first thing I’m gonna do when I get to Greensboro is go to parts unknown.

I need some information.

Jun 10, 2013
Caffeinated Consciousness TV On The Radio

basically how i’m making it through this stupid essay

Jun 10, 2013
#music #spotify
Glory Box - Live Portishead

the best song, ever. period.

Jun 10, 2013
#music #spotify
Jean ralphio

it feels as though I am trapped in a dark room with no idea how to get out. there are some people who have the key but who will take the chance to rescue me? I’ve been locked up for so long I don’t know basic courtesy anymore. I’m afraid of everything. I need coddling and care. like a rescued animal. beaten by previous owners, afraid no one will ever love me, forcing people to approach me much slower than normal.

Jun 9, 2013
“Whoever wants music instead of noise, joy instead of pleasure, soul instead of gold, creative work instead of business, passion instead of foolery, finds no home in this trivial world of ours.” —Hermann Hesse (via nuclear-mindset)
Jun 1, 20132,490 notes

May 2013

5 posts

May 23, 20138,882 notes

I’ve run out of patience, therefore running out of love.

I feel like I need to recharge but I don’t know where to plug myself in.

May 21, 2013

Why is it that liars seem to be more esteemed than honest people? They get more respect, more understanding, more followers… even after it comes out that they are a sham and they have been lying this whole time.


Within relationships, you lie to get noticed, to keep secrets, to keep things “pleasant,” whatever. Not me. I tell the truth almost always. I don’t really care if it hurts your feelings or makes you angry or whatever. I’m just not gonna fuckin lie to you. People have treated me WORSE for being honest than for lying. Part of me wants to start fuckin lying all the time. But then I would have allowed people to turn me into what I hate the most, and I will seriously kill myself.

Fuck it, I need a tattoo.

May 21, 2013

UNC Chapel Hill’s extensive PhD program on comparative literature is daunting to say the least. Not only do they expect you to enter the program fluent in at least one language (or intermediate in two), by the end of the program they expect you to be fluent in three languages. Not only that, but you are required at some point to spend a year abroad conducting research in a non-English speaking country. While this seems like an extremely intellectually stimulating program, it is entirely too much for what I am trying to do. I’ve seen people become professors on much less, and though I do not want to sell myself short by attending a mediocre school (such as UNC Pembroke), I can safely say that this program is not one for me. Therefore, my NC pick goes to NC State. Their English department gives you the option of concentrating in one of the following: American & British Literature, Linguistics, Rhetoric & Composition, or Film Studies. In addition, Raleigh is a beautiful city with much to do, and NC State is a magnificent campus. The school is prestigious for a public institution, and has very competitive tuition rates.

May 20, 20131 note
#graduate school #personal #unc #chapel hill #nc state #english department
“Where are the magazines ads that show African-American women with natural hair? I just find it upsetting that the standard of beauty is completely opposite of what I look at every day and consider beautiful.” —

Stephan Ostrander

aka

my white boyfriend

(via ashleighnichole)
marry him

(via alienetta)

We ended up breaking up.

May 19, 201315 notes

April 2013

195 posts

It is time for you to stop reblogging the quotes that help you wallow in your own self pity and be self sufficient.

It is time for you to stop reblogging the quotes that are supposed to inspire you and apply them to your life. It is time for you to inspire.

It is time for you to stop hiding behind other people’s words, actions, heartaches, pains, wounds, happiness, joy, etc. And go out and create your own.

It is time for you to find your own healing. Stop relying on the healings of others to get you through.

Congratulations, you discovered you are not the only one. Now pick yourself up and be who you were supposed to be.

He/she/it/they didn’t kill you. According to your reblogs you can grow. So grow already, and stop killing yourself.

And I hope I see you out there, because you will certainly see me.

Take with you peace, faith, hope, and above all else, love.

Be good.

Apr 23, 20132 notes

kumikonaimah:

Pussy ass, hoe niggas; I can’t fuck with y’all. Bitches all up in my business; I can’t fuck with y’all.

Apr 23, 20132 notes

I think celebrating 4/20 is stupid.

I have always felt this way.

Apr 21, 2013

God damn don’t you people have brains

Try USING them

Wow what a concept

Apr 21, 2013
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“I have to believe that caring for myself is not self indulgent. Caring for myself is an act of survival.” —Audre Lorde (via for-nowthis)
Apr 21, 20134,689 notes

fartgallery:

4/20? You mean 1/5 reduce your fractions did you even learn math

Apr 21, 2013195,824 notes
Apr 19, 20132,509 notes

kumikonaimah:

I don’t just say shit to say it. If I say I’m hurting, it’s because I am. If I say that I’m happy, it’s because I am.

My mood doesn’t go changing with every breath I take.
What I feel is real.
People like me don’t need to be connected because we’re too in touch with our emotions. Every emotion that I feel is intensified by 10.

So please don’t hurt me or make me angry because those are the hardest to handle.

It’s frightening.

Apr 19, 20133 notes
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This is a quality tumblr, if you don't already follow it then you should → whitefeministcollectionagency.tumblr.com

misogynisticlyricsthatarentrap:

White Feminist Collection Agency

It is time that white feminists starts holding each other accountable for the racism within our movement. This blog is a place to challenge and change the direction of a movement that has historically reinforced racism through our unwillingness to address our own white privilege. We need to stop relying on women of color to do this for us.

Apr 19, 20135 notes

I scroll until a post pisses me off, then I stop.

Eventually I’m going to stop scrolling all together.

Facebook gets the same treatment.

Apr 19, 2013
Sunday Morning Maroon 5

souljunkee:

thatshybutrudegirl:

Sunday Morning - Maroon 5

*sways*

My joint

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“I align myself with people who support my growth. If you meet someone whose soul is not aligned with yours, send them love and move along.” —Dr. Wayne Dyer (via awake-n)
Apr 19, 201314,762 notes
“Never idealize others. They will never live up to your expectations. Don’t over-analyze your relationships. Stop playing games. A growing relationship can only be nurtured by genuineness.” —Leo F. Buscaglia (via perfect)
Apr 19, 20134,148 notes
“The board game “Monopoly” was originally invented in the early 20th century to warn players of the dangers of free market capitalism. The original title was “The Landlord Game,” made to show how property owners exploit their tenants with exorbitant rent. The game eventually evolved to include rules that let players charge higher rent if they owned all the railroads or the utility companies. But the endgame scenario of Monopoly is a lot like the endgame of capitalism that we’re witnessing today - no matter how the game starts, the wealth will eventually accumulate in the hands of one player, while the other players have to sell off their property to pay their debt to the owner and, eventually, lose everything they have.” —The Endgame of Capitalism (via thurmansnotebook)
Apr 19, 20136,776 notes
“I have a strong feeling that the opposite of love is not hate, it’s apathy - it’s not giving a damn.” —Leo Buscaglia (via eu-daimonia)
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Apr 18, 201311,140 notes

No, because I ACTUALLY FUCKING CREATE

You’re welcome

Fuck off

Apr 18, 2013
#random outbursts of anger
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“For what it’s worth: it’s never too late to be whoever you want to be. I hope you live a life you’re proud of, and if you find you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start over again.” —  F. Scott Fitzgerald (via bityybity)
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Apr 17, 201396 notes

I hope when people speak of me, they say,

“That Ashley-Nicole, she is a total bitch.”

because when I say Fuck You, I really, really mean it.

Apr 17, 20132 notes

i love when people you met once a long time ago

act like they still know you

like you’re forced to live in some time bubble

where you stay exactly the same way you always were

where you aren’t multi-faceted enough to develop and grow

or learn and evolve

or adapt and change

you’ll just always be who you were at that moment in time

oh wait,

i mean i hate that

Apr 17, 20131 note
#personal #thoughts #future #present #past #kismet #kindred #time #evolution #adaptation #revolution #change
Apr 17, 2013413 notes
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